Monday, February 18, 2013

My Devotional Thoughts - Lent 2013 - Day 6

Woke up with “Song of Hope” by Robbie Seay Band on the turntable of my mind.

My Guideposts devotional pointed me to Psalm 145:13-15.  I read the whole of Psalm 145 (NLT 1996).

Blogged these in http://whateveryjointsupplies.blogspot.com/.  Thought of song “You Are I AM” by MercyMe.

The My Utmost for His Highest devotional (www.utmost.org) speaks to me today about my failures the past few days, and my determination today to at least get this one thing (blogging first) right:

Rise, let us be going —Matthew 26:46

In the Garden of Gethsemane, the disciples went to sleep when they should have stayed awake, and once they realized what they had done it produced despair. The sense of having done something irreversible tends to make us despair. We say, “Well, it’s all over and ruined now; what’s the point in trying anymore.” If we think this kind of despair is an exception, we are mistaken. It is a very ordinary human experience. Whenever we realize we have not taken advantage of a magnificent opportunity, we are apt to sink into despair. But Jesus comes and lovingly says to us, in essence, “Sleep on now. That opportunity is lost forever and you can’t change that. But get up, and let’s go on to the next thing.” In other words, let the past sleep, but let it sleep in the sweet embrace of Christ, and let us go on into the invincible future with Him.

There will be experiences like this in each of our lives. We will have times of despair caused by real events in our lives, and we will be unable to lift ourselves out of them. The disciples, in this instance, had done a downright unthinkable thing— they had gone to sleep instead of watching with Jesus. But our Lord came to them taking the spiritual initiative against their despair and said, in effect, “Get up, and do the next thing.” If we are inspired by God, what is the next thing? It is to trust Him absolutely and to pray on the basis of His redemption.
 
Never let the sense of past failure defeat your next step.

When I read the part that said, “we will be unable to lift ourselves out of them”, I thought of Psalm 145:14 (NLT1996):


14 The LORD helps the fallen and lifts up those bent beneath their loads.

And my God Calling devotional (www.twolisteners.org) was entitled, “Let Me Do It.”  Surely the LORD has done marvelous things for me in His kindness, as He works in me to will and to do for His good pleasure (Philippians 2:3).


They sing the song of Moses, the servant of God, and the song of the Lamb, saying: “Great and marvelous are Your works, Lord God Almighty! Just and true are Your ways, O King of the saints!

 

Hallelujah!  Sing!  The LORD has helped me and lifted me up!  Praise be to God for His wonderful mercy towards me!

Psalm 107:8 (NKJV)

Oh, that men would give thanks to the Lord for His goodness, And for His wonderful works to the children of men!

 

Thank You so much, Lord God, for Your mercy, Your compassion, Your patience, Your wisdom, Your grace, Your faithfulness, Your provision, Your kindness, Your goodness, Your tenderness, Your help – for the magnitude of Your unfailing love! My heart is filled with gratitude and praise … “Thank You, Lord , Thank You, Lord , Thank You, Lord , I just want to thank You LORD.”

… and my journey with Him continues …

Sunday, February 17, 2013

My Devotional Thoughts - Lent 2013 - Day 5


Woke up with this song playing in my head.  I think it’s by Chris Tomlin.  It goes …

Oh wait – I was asleep; that was just a dream!  Now that I am really awake, what was that song I was thinking of in the dream?  Can’t remember!!!  The chorus of “Only Jesus” (Matt Redman) started playing in my head as I was trying to remember, crowding out any other tune.  Oh well …

Getting ready to go to church I was visiting, I thought of Hebrews 12:1-2:
Hebrews 12 (KJV)
 
 Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,
2 Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Verse 1 includes the phrase, “let us lay aside every weight.”  I must confess that when thinking about fasting, which comes up when thinking of Lenten observances, my mind naturally seems to go to the possibility of weight loss.  While that is not the primary purpose, it could be a benefit (to me, anyway) as it would allow me to more easily “run” anywhere, especially “the race that is set before us.” And as for the sin …

At the church service I attended this morning, (during which the sermon, incidentally, included a message about having a listening ear,  a responsive heart and accompanying actions when God is speaking to us, 1 Samuel 3:1-10) I clearly heard God speaking to me again about His being everything (as the choir sung the chorus from “Everything” by Tye Tribbett - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3X6qCogleU included with another song near the beginning of the service – “You’re Everything to Me”) and His wanting everything from me so He can be everything for and to me (song near the end of the service, “He Wants It All” by forever Jones - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEcqTu52gZ4 – ohhhh … more conviction watching this video as the singer at the end encourages a responsive singing of, “I give it all today, I give it all today, I give it all”!)

Now I’m having to repent in thinking about the sermon message, because I awakened early this morning and couldn’t go right back to sleep.  I thought of getting up and doing my blog entry, but it was cold and I didn’t want to get out of bed.  So instead I read some Scripture, sang a little and prayed before going back to sleep.  Maybe that’s why when I got to the church there were some things that bothered me a little.  Maybe it was in part because my spirit was not right because I had not done the first things first.  When I read my God Calling devotional (twolisteners.org) after returning from the church, I see I may have been better prepared had I read this part:

Seek this time as a time of communion with Me -- not as a time to ask questions and have them answered. And meet Me in Communion. It is soul-food that I have provided.

Do not expect a perfect Church, but find in a church the means of coming very near to Me. That alone matters, then the much, that is husk, falls away. Hold it of no account. Grasp the truth and find Me -- the true Bread of Life. The lesson of the grain is the lesson of My Church and Me. The real life is all that matters, the outward Church is the husk; but the husk was necessary to present a life-grain to men.

"For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them." Matthew 18:20

Even the Oswald Chambers devotional, My Utmost for His Highest (www.utmost.org), ended with a sentence that lets me know I didn’t choose what was best:

As soon as we arise and obey, we enter a higher plane of life.

LORD, in the Name of Jesus, please forgive me.  Help me please to put off, give up, and renounce all of the weight and sin which is hindering my progress in surrendering all to do Your will.  I’m forever grateful for Your mercy towards me …

… and my journey with Him continues …

Saturday, February 16, 2013

My Devotional Thoughts - Lent 2013 - Day 4

Woke up with Meredith Andrews’ “Not For A Moment (After All)” playing in my head (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XD0cvWImVjA) .  Looked up some Scriptures about not being forsaken by the LORD:


(For the Lord thy God is a merciful God;) he will not forsake thee, neither destroy thee, nor forget the covenant of thy fathers which he sware unto them.


Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.


And the Lord, he it is that doth go before thee; he will be with thee, he will not fail thee, neither forsake thee: fear not, neither be dismayed.


There shall not any man be able to stand before thee all the days of thy life: as I was with Moses, so I will be with thee: I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.


For the Lord will not forsake his people for his great name's sake: because it hath pleased the Lord to make you his people.


And I will dwell among the children of Israel, and will not forsake my people Israel.


The Lord our God be with us, as he was with our fathers: let him not leave us, nor forsake us:


And David said to Solomon his son, Be strong and of good courage, and do it: fear not, nor be dismayed: for the Lord God, even my God, will be with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee, until thou hast finished all the work for the service of the house of the Lord.


For we were bondmen; yet our God hath not forsaken us in our bondage, but hath extended mercy unto us in the sight of the kings of Persia, to give us a reviving, to set up the house of our God, and to repair the desolations thereof, and to give us a wall in Judah and in Jerusalem.


Nevertheless for thy great mercies' sake thou didst not utterly consume them, nor forsake them; for thou art a gracious and merciful God.


And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, Lord, hast not forsaken them that seek thee.


I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.


For the Lord loveth judgment, and forsaketh not his saints; they are preserved for ever: but the seed of the wicked shall be cut off.


For the Lord will not cast off his people, neither will he forsake his inheritance.


The Lord will perfect that which concerneth me: thy mercy, O Lord, endureth for ever: forsake not the works of thine own hands.


When the poor and needy seek water, and there is none, and their tongue faileth for thirst, I the Lord will hear them, I the God of Israel will not forsake them.


And I will bring the blind by a way that they knew not; I will lead them in paths that they have not known: I will make darkness light before them, and crooked things straight. These things will I do unto them, and not forsake them.


And they shall call them, The holy people, The redeemed of the Lord: and thou shalt be called, Sought out, A city not forsaken.


For Israel hath not been forsaken, nor Judah of his God, of the Lord of hosts; though their land was filled with sin against the Holy One of Israel.


Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;



Song: I surrender - Hillsong (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcnfT4arZtI)

Song: To Worship You I live – Israel & New Breed (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MySg_ldzjDw)

From today’s God Calling devotional (www.twolisteners.org):

Even were I never to speak to you, you would be well rewarded for the setting apart this time, if you only sat still and longed for Me, if you just drew hungering breaths for Me, as you do for the fresh pure air of the open.

Be still, be calm. Wait before Me. Learn of Me, patience, humility, peace. When will you be absolutely unruffled whatever happens? You are slow to learn your lesson. In the rush and work and worry, the very seeking a silence must help.

Lord, I must confess… .  You know my heart as I pour it all out to You.  Thank You for Your understanding, the patient whispering of Your words, calming me with Your perfect peace that passes all understanding as You guard my heart and my mind in Christ Jesus.  I do love You so … thank You for the desire to love You more.

Revelation: 

Ephesians 2:10 (NKJV) For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.

The good works are first of all for me – that I would walk in the fullness of the salvation that has been purchased for me at such a dear, precious, terrible cost.  God then, in His goodness, in His mercy, in His sovereignty, in His omnipotence, in His omniscience, in His providence, for His purposes, because of His great love, uses all of these good works which benefit me in the doing, to benefit others in the plans He has for us all, to bring Himself glory as He blesses us.  Wow ...

Philippians 4:6-7 Amplified Bible (AMP)

6 Do not fret or have any anxiety about anything, but in every circumstance and in everything, by prayer and petition (definite requests), with thanksgiving, continue to make your wants known to God.

7 And God’s peace [shall be yours, that tranquil state of a soul assured of its salvation through Christ, and so fearing nothing from God and being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is, that peace] which transcends all understanding shall garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

… and my journey with Him continues …

Friday, February 15, 2013

My Devotional Thoughts - Lent 2013 - 3

I was all over the place today during my time with the LORD … there were threads of a similar theme, though:

Thread 1: I found a quote from a book I read recently, Everything: What you give and what you gain to become like Jesus by Mary DeMuth (see also blog from 20 January 2013.)  The quote states:

“Growth happens in the soil of our lives where darkness and quiet and stillness reign.  Could it be that God calls us first to ponder and think through the implications of His actions on our behalf?”

The mention of darkness made me think of Matthew 10:27 from yesterday’s blog entry:

Matthew 10:27 (AMP)

27 What I say to you in the dark, tell in the light; and what you hear whispered in the ear, proclaim upon the housetops.

But the mention of soil made me think of something written by Francis Chan in his book, Crazy Love, in the chapter entitled “Profile of the Lukewarm”

 “My caution to you is this: Do not assume you are good soil.”

Hmmm…

Thread 2: Still thinking about the many times I’m hearing songs about God’s being “everything” – for example, Matthew West’s You are Everything (lyrics in part, “Jesus, You Are… You are Everything.”)  Or Lifehouse’s  Everything (lyrics in part, “You’re all I want.  You’re all I need.  You’re Everything. Everything.”)  Or Yolanda Adams' "Yeah" (lyrics in part, "Will you just give up everthing,  follow Me?"  Can I truthfully, joyfully, consistently answer  "Yeah, yeah, yeah"?)

Hmmm ... I'm thinking that for Him to truly be everything in my life, I need to be nothing.

John 3:30 (KJV)
He must increase, but I must decrease.

Thread 3: I went to an Ash Wednesday church service the other day.  Fasting was mentioned as part of the Lenten observance, and the Pastor said something like, “Ask God what is necessary to be given up” during this time.  I don’t remember consciously doing that then, since I thought I already had decided from what I was going to be fasting, what other things  I was going to be doing (like this daily blog).  Near the end of the service, I thought of the hymn ”I Surrender All” while the choir was singing William McDowell’s “I Give Myself Away.”  Since then, in another place, at another time, I heard William McDowell singing these words:

I surrender all to you
Everything I give to you
Withholding nothing.

In Crazy Love, there was a Scripture reference that stood out to me in the chapter entitled “Serving Leftovers to A Holy God”:

Luke 14:33


33 Any of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be My disciple.

 
So now the question is, what does this “giving up everything” look like in my life?

Thread 4: Finally, today’s devotionals:

God Calling (www.twolisteners.org)

Men who will persistently turn the self out of their lives and let Divine Power work through them. ("But there is a spirit in man: and the inspiration of the Almighty giveth them understanding." Job 32:8)

My Utmost for His Highest (www.utmost.org)

“You shall be witnesses to Me . . .” (Acts 1:8). How many of us are willing to spend every bit of our nervous, mental, moral, and spiritual energy for Jesus Christ? That is what God means when He uses the word witness. But it takes time, so be patient with yourself. Why has God left us on the earth? Is it simply to be saved and sanctified? No, it is to be at work in service to Him. Am I willing to be broken bread and poured-out wine for Him? Am I willing to be of no value to this age or this life except for one purpose and one alone— to be used to disciple men and women to the Lord Jesus Christ. My life of service to God is the way I say “thank you” to Him for His inexpressibly wonderful salvation. Remember, it is quite possible for God to set any of us aside if we refuse to be of service to Him— “. . . lest, when I have preached to others, I myself should become disqualified” (1 Corinthians 9:27).

Chapter 6 of Crazy Love is entitled “When You’re In Love” and begins with this quoted prayer, with which I’ll end this blog entry:

From Pursuit of God by A. W. Tozer
O God, I have tasted Thy goodness, and it has both satisfied me and made me thirsty for more. I am painfully conscious of my need of further grace. I am ashamed of my lack of desire.  O God, the Triune God, I want to want Thee; I long to be filled with longing; I thirst to be made more thirsty still. Show me Thy glory, I pray Thee, that so I may know Thee indeed. Begin in mercy a new work of love within me. Say to my soul, “Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.” Then give me grace to rise and follow Thee up from this misty lowland where I have wandered so long.  In Jesus’ name, Amen.

... and my journey with Him continues ...

Thursday, February 14, 2013

My Devotional Thoughts - Lent 2013 - 2

Awoke this morning thinking of the song “Only Jesus” (Matt Redman).

Wasn’t sure which devotional to write about.  First saw Guideposts devotional from 1 John 4 – used some of those verses to encourage last week, and was looking at it last night in preparation for class today.  But then I got to My Utmost for His Highest:

Whatever I tell you in the dark, speak in the light; and what you hear in the ear, preach on the housetops —Matthew 10:27

The devotional said, in part, When you are in the dark, listen, and God will give you a very precious message for someone else once you are back in the light.”

I thought a lot about what it could mean for the LORD to tell me something “in the dark” – everything from going through difficult circumstances, to being in the darkness of sin.  When my mind focused on being in sin as being “in the dark”, I thought of Psalm 51:7-13 (KJV), especially verse 13 …
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7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.

8 Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice.

9 Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities.

10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.

11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.

12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.

13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.


“Then” in verse 13– after restoration –one will be able to share with and teach others, such that others may be converted.  I also thought of Jesus’ words to Simon Peter in Luke 22:31-32 (Mounce Reverse-Interlinear New Testament):

31 Simon, Simon! Pay attention! Satan has demanded permission to have all of you for himself, to sift you like wheat, 32 but I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail. And when you have returned, strengthen your brothers.”

This says to me that when I mess up (and that is when, not if), there is an opportunity of returning, and then an opportunity to help someone else once I have done so. (But even as I write this, I am grateful to realize that the LORD, in His grace, still speaks to us “in the dark” and allows us to hear Him.  Hallelujah, what a Savior!)

So, I thought on that devotional during the day – but only thought on it.  Then, tonight, I thought (that was the problem – I thought!) to do something to celebrate Valentine’s Day with the LORD.  However, I had not yet written my blog entry.  BIG MISTAKE.  It was as if someone told you what they wanted you to do special for them, but then (on Valentine’s Day, of all days!) you did something else that would make you feel good, that you would enjoy, saying it was for them (for the both of you) instead of or without first doing for them what they had asked.  (I have had situations similar when I was the one for whom “something else” was done, and remember how hurtful it was, and how there was loss of fellowship – at least on my end – because of it.)

LORD, please forgive me for my disobedience, my selfishness, my unfaithfulness, my lack of love and respect for You, my pride and arrogance - shown when I did not do what I had purposed just yesterday to do (during this Lenten season) before going on my own (without even asking You!) to do something else that I would enjoy with You, supposedly for You.  Thank You for Your light, for shining in my darkness, showing me that it was not for You as much as for Me.  Please forgive me, LORD as I confess my sin.  Thank you for Your steadfast love, and tender mercies.  Thank You for giving me a chance to repent.  Thank You for another chance.  Thank You for Your conviction, for Your correction, for Your faithfulness to forgive, cleanse and restore.  Please help me, dear LORD, to remember this lesson and to always put You, Your Word, Your desires, Your purposes first in all I do.

… and my journey with Him continues …

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

My Devotional Thoughts - Lent 2013 - 1


Ok, I’m going to try with the help of my Lord to do something else – at least for a season.  The plan, I think, is to blog something from my devotional time.  Just one thing.  At least during this Lenten season.

So for today, just want to say first of all that the timing of doing this  - this morning - was not my idea, not in my plans.  I had other things I thought I was going to be doing.  I was going to read my devotional material while doing the other things.  Not so, it seems. 

OK. … here goes …

Reading the Daily Guideposts devotional for today, something the author (Julia Attaway) said stood out to me:

“…I thought of all the things that needed to go up in flames to reach repentance: pride, the desire for control, yearning for the admiration of the world, self-indulgence, selfishness … the list went on and on.”

Deuteronomy 4:24 (KJV)

For the Lord thy God is a consuming fire, even a jealous God.

Daniel 9:3 (KJV)


 And I set my face unto the Lord God, to seek by prayer and supplications, with fasting, and sackcloth, and ashes:

I’m reading Crazy Love by Francis Chan.  Just finished the chapter on being lukewarm.  Ouch…

Revelation 3:14-22  (KJV)


14 And unto the angel of the church of the Laodiceans write; These things saith the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of the creation of God;

15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:

18 I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.

19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.

20 Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.

21 To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne.

22 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.

 

I’m also in a Bible Study, and last week’s lesson was on humility.  So I’ve already been thinking of some of these things.

Galatians 4:18-20 (KJV)


18 But it is good to be zealously affected always in a good thing, and not only when I am present with you.

19 My little children, of whom I travail in birth again until Christ be formed in you,

20 I desire to be present with you now, and to change my voice; for I stand in doubt of you.

Matthew 11:29 (KJV)


Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.

Romans 8:29 (KJV)


For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.

Thank You, LORD, for Your plans and purposes, to give You glory, that transform me for the better.

… and my journey with Him continues …

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Everything


Recently finished reading the book - “Everything: What you give and what you gain to become like Jesus” by Mary DeMuth. Went to an intercessory prayer meeting the other day, and there was teaching from a book where the title of the chapter being discussed contained the word “everything”…hmmm. While driving today, heard Revelation Song (as sung by Phillips, Craig and Dean), and the phrase “You are my everything, and I will adore You” just jumped out at me. Hmmm.  Everything.

Today’s Our Daily Bread devotional, entitled “A Song to Remember” by Jennifer Benson Schuldt, asked readers to “Consider what God might want you to remember about Him today.” So, my first thought was that God may want me to remember (and contemplate) His “everything-ness” – how everything was made by and for Him (Colossians 1:15-20 – this was part of last week’s sermon at church) …

But now - as i write this -  I’m remembering that earlier today a question arose in my mind where the answer would be framed as, “Jesus came to … what?” At the intercessory prayer meeting mentioned above, it was mentioned that Jesus came “to testify to the truth” (John 18:37). I remember reading the other week that Jesus came “to destroy the works of the devil” (1 John 3:8). Then some of all of the other reasons for which Jesus came began coming to mind:

• … to give us life and (it) more abundantly (John 10:10)
• … to give His live a ransom for many (Matthew 20:28)
• … to seek and to save that which was lost (Luke 19:10)
• … to fulfill the Law and the Prophets (Matthew 5:17)
• … to bring a sword (Matthew 10:34-36, "to ‘set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law’")
• … to give us a way to the Father / reconcile us to God (John 14:6, Romans 5:10, 18-21, 2 Corinthians 5:18, Ephesians 2:16)
• … to show us the Father (John 14:9); to reveal Him ( Matthew 11:27, Luke 10:22)
• … to teach us, that we may learn of / from Him (Matthew 11:29)
• … to be about the Father’s business (Luke 2:49, John 5:17, 30, 36)
• … to do the will of the Father (Matthew 26:42, Mark 14:36, John 10:17-18, 37-38, John 14:31)
• … to fulfill Scripture (Luke 4:18-21, Isaiah 61:1)
  • to preach the gospel to the poor;
  • to heal the brokenhearted
  • to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind,
  • to set at liberty those who are oppressed / the opening of the prison to those who are bound
  • to proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD
• …to comfort all who mourn in Zion, to give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they may be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that He may be glorified (Isaiah 61:3)
• … to glorify the Father / the Father’s Name (John 7:18, 12:27-28)
• … to be evidence of the Father’s love (John 3:16, 17:23, Romans 5:6-11)
• … to send us as He was sent (John 17:18, 20:21)

Jesus came out of love and obedience to the Father (John 4:34, 14:31), in the Father’s name / authority (John 5:43), because He was sent (John 8:42) that we might have everlasting life (John 6:38-40, 17:3). 

So, as I think of all of the reasons Jesus came (not even getting into what He did in accomplishing His purposes) – the “everything” He came to do - I am, again, awestruck, and humbled, and grateful.

… and my journey with Him continues…